Small stories by a small girl #20

the darkness came back again
the fearful life left behind
once killed by the pure
now contaminated with blackness
it was the urges
the pleasure
all the things there shouldn't be
things to only be when too much
but it has always been different
for some, it was a treat
for her it was punishment
and she would like it so much
what should feel so bad
made her so peaceful
no one would ever understand
(s)he didn't