Small stories by a small girl #27

that she had never heard those words
was it weird
that she always found comfort in the first
he was the first who put up a fight
he was the first who perhaps really meant it
he was scared for her
he really wanted to help
it only made her back away more
cause no matter how much she craved this
she couldn't let it come
finally had she reached a place
of tranquility and numbness
yes she liked him
yes there was something there
but her head would get in the way
so it was better to just leave it